Awkward

[o-kw&rd ] Adj. What it's like when you go to the library and in front of you is the guy with really harsh features who seems to be flirting with you in a way that's so obvious you laugh even though you really ought to do a better job ignoring him, seeing as he has features that are way too harsh for someone you'd actually hook up with (or date); in back of you is the guy who messaged you on OKCupid.com but whom you never messaged back, mostly due to a combination of laziness and ambivalence; and behind him is the closeted guy with whom you flirted unsuccessfully during another all-nighter in Lamont.

Etymology: Middle English awkeward, a library filled with homos, from Old Norse ofugr and warde, homosexual and library.